Tuesday, June 20, 2006

new moon

I want memories that germinate


I want
the caterpillar to stop eating the thick
leaf of the evening


I want to spread the shed years on us
as a mulch

longing:
a term for radical unwinding of the heart


in the dim unwritten folklore of the heart


sing to me softly


river has been running our forgotten dreams in one long
uncut movie


the only rule was not to know the rules
made elsewhere


ears tuned
to the heavy rumour of your future


now
you snag on my thought like a red kite
in a leafless tree

lapsing
blush by blush into my consciousness


echoes from that dreadful place, the blank page
that pool full of wonderful risk


we are not a simple people and we fear
the same simplicities we crave



this is a casting outward which
unwinds inside the chest

you must wait for wind


as though your poor heart hadn't enough to put up with, now it's exploded, like popcorn battering the lid with fluffy white fists


when you
say "you" with that inflection something stirs
inside the word, echo
infected with laugh



if it is
possible to translate poetry, then,
what isn't?



when the heart
turning the word "forever"
into plainsong
learns to purr



the agitated
hearts and hearticles of what
we cannot say there is at present


the interwoven deerpaths of desire


the small redundant phrases with which one voice
solaces another


is it the listening that loosens,
letting its knots go, or the voice,
sayng those great unsaying to itself until
ovation on the inside equals ovation out?



a time for this,
a time for that, a time to let them both escape into
whateverness, a time to cast
away stones, to stop
building and remembering and building artful
monuments upon the memories.
to leave.
to step off into darker darkness,
that no moon we call new.


Poetry excerpts from Don McKay ("Camber: Selected Poems")
Photography courtesy of TACF Youth Network Band & Co.

young rockers

Evolution of Dance

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Friday, June 16, 2006

loverly

Happy birthday to dear K8.

Monday, June 12, 2006

goal

The Portuguese are crazy. It took me over two hours to get from High Park to Yonge and College on the 506 streetcar, through Little Portugal. A disgruntled, elderly lady (no doubt suffering mildly alarming heart palpatations from the banging on the streetcar's windows, and the sound of a fog horn going off next to her head) said that it would be much worse if it were the Italians that had won.

Bring it on.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

yee haw

Off to the wild, wild West. Although it can be said that I have a penchant for Southern drawls, I'm much more interested in the warm, warm weather and Freshwind Texas conference that I will be attending in Dallas. Two minivans, ten 20-somethings (me and the band...how Penny Lane a la Almost Famous do I feel?), a two-day drive each way.

All this two days after I (finally) found an apartment to settle into...

Hate to disclose that my rambling rose is gonna meet her Waterloo
I'll let her play but she can't get away 'cause I know just what to do
Anyone knows you can train a rose to be a clinging vine
So from this day hence there'll be a picket fence round that rambling rose of mine

Thursday, June 08, 2006

no umbrella

"We all, to some extent, take that shining something in us that felt magical and passionate as children, that something that later swirled amid the confusion of sexual passion and our longing for heart intimacy - we take it and push it through the loneliness, ache, and turmoil of life - through various stages of disconnection and hardness to another abiding place: a kind of resignation. There is something inside of us that says, 'This is the way it is. I had better learn to deal with it.'"
- Brent Curtis, The Sacred Romance